It’s really a fine, warm, sunny wednesday morning right now. All I can think about is how much I want to go outside and do something active, tossing a frisbee, bike riding, maybe even a sport of some sort. Tennis sounds fun or possibly foot ball. There are only two problems, I’ve been up all night and I’m just getting ready to go to bed and I have too many responsibilities that I need to take care of before even worrying about enjoying a sunny day.

I’m really not even sure why I’m so excited about how nice it is, perhaps it’s because I’m finaly feeling better. I was in a horrible emotional slump and things are finaly looking brighter for me. Normaly I like the november slate blue skies (the color of my soul) in Vancouver, but something about the bright blue sunny sky out at 5:30 in the morning is … nice. Perhaps it’s the fact that it’s still accompanied by the cold or maybe my trip to Palm Springs taught me something I had forgotten long ago.

I want to meet people, have some fun, gain some weight. I’m excited that I might have work soon, I’m excited that life seems to be tossing me some scraps finaly, I’m excited that I finaly remembered what it means to let go and move on. Those responsibilities can wait one more day, and if they don’t want to, I have some good advice for them too.

I have a brilliant layout idea that I used a long time ago, that I’m going to resurface for Jonny. Last time I had created a layout like this I recieved many compliments and I think this time it will be even better! But that can wait too, right now, I’m gooing to enjoy my sunny day.